Dopamine

I’m probably in over my head
But something within the core of me
Within my spirit deep
Is the longing beginning to suspend
From constant unkempt yearning
That I felt would last until my dying breath
It is calming and sinking into a new feeling
Of unquestionable belonging
I still yearn and long and crave and feen
And grow impatient easily
But now it’s a tame assured sensation
That I will be met with an unmistakable
Passion that merges and blends
So perfectly with mine
With my infinitity it blends into a completion
And now I feel as though
I will never know the feeling of wanting
Wanting of something that can never be
Something that I felt couldn’t be mine
Now I feel it is mine to cherish in this moment
For however long I’m allowed
I hope it will be infinite
But even if it does eventually depart from me
This contentment and peace that has found me
I will hold onto to the memories in a grasp so tight
Nothing moving forward could ever taint
The goodness and light that has blessed my existence and life.

©AyalaRain