Crazy how something so simple and overlooked
Can be something transformative when consumed
So soothing and sweet to remind one about the good things
The good feelings the good sensations
That maybe life is worth still living
It’s a peculiar feeling to know you are loved
And feel like no one actually cares about your well being
Or feel and accept that you are cared about deeply
But not be convinced that there’s anyone out there who loves you truly
What a soothing and sweet feeling would it be
To know always without a shadow of the doubt
That you are loved deeply and fully
Simultaneously knowing you are deeply and fully cared for as well
I’m unsure if I’ve settled into worthiness to have that yet
I’m always so close and just a touch shy
From that pinnacle of knowing for sure
That if I go missing I’d actually be missed
That I’m wanted and desired and hoped for a lifetime
Maybe I’m just a seasonal person and fighting
Fighting my temporary nature
Maybe I wasn’t meant for what I hoped and dreamed for my entire life
Maybe I need to surrender soon and end the suffering
Maybe I need to stop being stubborn and accept everything as it is.
It’s difficult to believe that everything will actually be alright.
©AyalaRain
To Make Your Day Sweet 