My Only One

Of the trillions of stars
Multitudes of souls
Of all the connections
Woven randomly so
You are the one
Who my soul chose

You are the one
Who encourages me
To keep my heart beating
For my lungs to continue
Inhale and exhaling
For my ferocity and ambition
To never cease it’s churning

I don’t quite understand why
Why you are the one
Who makes me feel seen
Like something in me
About me might be worthy
That I’m not defined by my insanity
That I can be deserving
Of all the good things

What posseses you to remain
So deeply intertwined
In my spirit and in my brain
You are such sweet relief
Despite the constant excruciating pain
Such warmth and goodness
I want to dwell within forever
Your alluring and exquisite essence
I want all of you since forever
Forever could you be mine forever

©AyalaRain